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After not working on new site layout for like a month ive realised i probably wont ever truly 'finish' it so i am just going to force myself to update rn in its current state. polishing up some of it rn and ill probably start updating to the new layout later today :) 1/15/21 10:14 AM Fireworks are going off, people are out and about partying, all while I am literally just chilling in my room alone watching Shrek 2 on DVD. Happy New Years everyone. 12/31/21 8:24 PM just watched inside again. It is so fucking good. Everytime I don't watch it for a month or so I start to think I over hype it but then I re watch it and just remember how fucking good it is. At the same time however idk how its like won awards n is so popular coz it feels like it was tailor made for me. Just like everything said in it have been exact thoughts ive had in my head for awhile n aaaaa it is soooo so so fucking good. Also i havent worked on the new site in like a week lol its like mostly done but yeaaa i kinda burned out doing nothin but workin on it for a few days straight. theres lots more i wanna add but ill prob jus polish what it is rn n update in future. Cool cool swag I love inside ok gn. 12/18/21 6:50 PM Okay. Started work on new site design yesterday and since then its pretty much the only thing ive worked on. i really love the state ive got it in rn but i kinda wanna keep goin n take the time to fully flesh it out n make it super swaggy but also this current version of the site ur on right now is kinda embrassing n super lame compared to new one n so i kinda jus wanna change it asap. rn my goal is to have the new design up on new years, "new year new site" or w/e, but who knows good chance i'll crack and change it in like a week or so. anyways yea new site redisgn thats actually good comin soon ! 12/9/21 6:43 PM It's time again for another monthly update to this page! (i promise i dont purposley only update this page once a month lol) I've been thinking about it alot recently n i don't really jive with the whole look/feel of this site anymore, after all I did only make it in a day while learning HTML. I have a lot of ideas on what I want to change but nothing concrete just yet, so it's probably gonna be awhile until anything is changed. I never really knew what the purpose of this site was, I just thought it would b cool to have my own website, but now I'm trying to find an actual purpose for it so I can feel more connected to it because rn i jus feel really disconnected from it n dont really like it (thats why theres so few updates here compared to when i first started this site!) In short (fyi this isnt short and its just me rambling) I feel like this site is wayyy to self-centered and im jus not that type of person. I want to change the site in a way to where its more about me sharing cool things that I want other people to see, so that people come to this site to see what i enjoy and it enjoy it for themselves (if that makes any sense) rather than to come this site n jus see whatever im up to (doing great btw, my leg did do an oopsie but i just forced myself to walk again because i am not spending another 2 months locked to my bed. went on an amazing vacation w my fam recently and in general i am doing well :D) so yeah yada yada i dont like the current state of the site and im gonna spend a while perfecting it and most likely in a few months u will see the new and improved site that id be proud to call my own. cool! see you all on the flippity flop! 12/8/21 9:33 AM Hey gang. As previously documented on this page I have talked about how I was unable to walk all summer due to a torn meniscus. I got surgery on it and bam after a 'short' 2 month recovery i was able to walk again :).... until today. Yep. It tore again. Another 3-4 months of no walking and staying in the same god damn room ive been locked in all summer :))))(this is my super villian origin story btw))))))))) 11/18/21 9:19 PM Believe it or not but humanity has actually evolved over hundreds of thousands of years just so we could all collectively spend all day looking at advertisements & scrolling through endless feeds which have been put together by an algorithm that knows more about you than you know about yourself. Our only reason & purpose to exist is so that companies can mine us for data and sell it to advertisers. Anyways brb im about to become the worlds first e-landlord on the meta verse so I can rent out some virtual land and overcharge people doge coin for it. 11/15/21 12:36 AM Hey hey hey! recently someone on my guestbook asked if im from jersey, im not! I just went on vacation to ocean city like every summer when i was younger, and went there once again recently which is where i got the pic of the gorilla on my photos tab. also kinda unrelated but this is where the least favorite part of my site shows, i rlly hate how one sided it feels and I wish I could jus directly respond to any questions som1 would have on the guestbook instead of doin so here (i know theres stuff like html comment box that would allow direct reply but it jus isnt the same 😪) i guess for now ill jus keep this poor system of answering any questions here, so if u have any jus leave them in guestbook n check back here a lil later or you could also directly email me if u really want. n e ways thats all for today! Toodaloo! 10/28/21 2:11 PM hey lol i wanna use this page more but idk it kinda awkward jus havin this page where i talk to myself. i dont think my thoughts r that important so i dont like updating here n i only ever use it to say general stuff abt this site which is borin. anyways ive been wanting to update my pic on the about page for over a month coz i look completley different now but i jus never updated n probably never will lol. also for the 0 dancing baby fans out there iv started working on it again (as in im porting it to the Sony Playstation Portable and not updating the HTML version on my site(for now atleast ill update it when im done lol)) Okay its been fun talking to u web surfers gn ttyl xx 10/15/21 7:24 PM Hey lol. Haven't done anythin cool w the site in awhile 😪 i have a few ideas of stuff i wanna add but im not as creativly motivated to work on it as i was over the summer. Hopefully soon my love for this site will respark but until then its gonna b the same plain old site 😪 10/6/21 7:59 AM I got my wisdom teeth removed yesterday and my face is real swollen and my mouth hurts real bad. i thought they jus took the teeth out and bam easy all good but no this a week long recovery process! what the heck man! 9/15/21 1:58 PM Woohoo! It's my birthday 2day!! I am a full 20 years old now, all grown up and no longer a silly stupid teenager!! My haters hate to see me win this much. Being old is so awesome. 9/13/21 9:11 AM I havent been on here in like 2 weeks n when i logged into day neocities put random folders w stuff in them on my site index ?? idk lol kinda weird. amyways me birthday tommorow :3 9/12/21 7:56 PM also remember the other day when I said I had 2 pages but i was too lazy to add them? well ive jus added them 😈😈 links n videos now up! also i added them late at night im jus gonna write the date on the change log as tommorows date, so do not trust anything I say from this point on. 8/29/21 11:09 PM I watched inside again last night for the first time in a month or so n omg i forgot how good it was I love it so so much. It's like somehow captured exact thought's ive had floating around in my head for a while and it jus beautifully puts em on display. I could like genuinley study this academically and write a proper book on it. If I had to freshly experience the last near 20 years of my life just so I could watch inside for the first time again I probably would. 8/29/21 9:24 PM I can't believe it actually worked omg omg now I don't need to edit the html jus to say what i'm thinkin!! rn I'm just typing into a command line but i hope to some point have it set up in a proper form. so cool tho!!! no more copyin n pasting and changing the dates too coz that's all done automatically!!! (really funny too coz i actually messed up the dates on the last manual update here) anyways yea i think every thing you see here from this point on will be thru the python script!! super dope!!(this is also the first thing ive done on python and thats like why im so psyched it worked coz 4 hours ago i didn know shit abt python lol) 8/27/21 11:17 PM If you are seeing this then that means I have succsesfully set up a python script so I can automatically publish my thinks easy peasy instead of editing the html everytime. Attempt Number 2 hopfully it works! 8/27/21 11:12 PM what's really funny is that for like over a week now i've had 2 fully complete pages just laying around in my site index but i jus haven't added them to the nav bar for some reason lol. secret hidden pages 0_o except ill proably cave n add them soon coz i want this site to b swagged out w more pages 8/17/23 12:50 p.m. I just realized it isn't may anymore and I turn 20 in a few weeks. wtf happen !! not bein able to walk all summer really made time wizz on by wtf 8/17/21 2:58 p.m. okay so last year i went on a trip where i flew to seattle drove down to LA then flew back home and at some point on that trip I went to an airport with a small lil area themed to diary of a wimpy kid. I just remembered this n i tried looking it up online to see if i cud find photos n i cant find any !!! i dont remeber which airport it was exactly but still why cant i find any photos of it!! I know I did not hallucinate an entire diary of a wimpy kid themed area at an airport. I must find photos. 8/12/21 11:30 a.m. I haven't rlly done anything with Dancing Baby The Gif The Game since i put out that last patch 😪 I tried my hand at makin a basic map but that was hard so it demotivated me. i wanna add more stuff but all that reqiures me to learn pixel art n that feels like alot n scares me off from rlly doin anything. i will say tho playin around in it after not touching it for a few weeks its kinda fun it jus super barren so that might motivate me to do somth ? idk i jus want all the story maps to magically appear perfectly fittin my vision n bam thatll b a huge motivator lol idk 8/11/21 4:28 p.m. after being locked in a room for 3 weeks and tired of feeling powerless i have once more dipped my toes (scalp ?) into the world of hair dye so i can once more feel in control of something. Feeling: extra swag 😎👍 8/9/21 12:30 a.m. i just wanna b able to walk again bro ive done absoltley nothing at all in like the last 3 weeks ive jus been stuck in the same room for nearly 3 weeks completley isolated from everyone n everything 8/8/21 9:42 p.m. 2020 was my peak such a fun year for me so much happened.. this year been mad boring so far i dont think ive rlly done anything fun n exciting, jus been chillin stuck in a room all day every day (lol considering i jus said 2020 was my peak) n not bein able to walk since early may/my recent knee surgery not been helping. i havent even been doin anything cool past week my plan was to work on game n make that real fun but ive jus been playing minecraft for like 8 hours everyday n im startin to get real bored. 2020 was so magicial that was fr my year 7/31/21 9:38 p.m. playing some guitar realizing how weird a coinicidince it is that the first real song i learned on it is about som1 gettin pain meds for knee pain n gettin addicted n overdosing.... really hope this not a procephy i brought onto myself.... 7/23/21 10:08 p.m. the fact ive only left my house maybe 20 times over the entire summer so far and i wont be able to physically go anywhere or do anything for another 2 months is really starting to catch up w me 7/23/21 9:03 p.m. surgery was lame. leg hurts. cant walk for the next 8 weeks. when i got there i had to wait 3 hours isolated behind some curtains before they put anethisa in me without telling me n wheeled me off into the surgery room. but i sruvived :) 7/21/21 1:37 p.m. all fitted up and ready 2go for surgery today #swag  Hey!managed to actually get a lil demo out of it before my surgery! I actually finished it yesterday but spent rest of last night/today prepping the site for it. it's out now! go play it n maybe someday hopfully ill complete it! i was able to make the first playable demo in less than a week but don't expect anything more of it soon. I'm kinda shit at pixel art as u can tell so i rlly wanna refine that n make everythin look good n nicely animated n also make the maps for story mode. also after my surgery theres a 50/50 chance ill either b not walking for 2 months or walkin right after n if im able to walk right after then ill probably not get any work done (esp since i made this so fast due to not leaving my house for an entire week coz i cant walk n focusing 100% my time on it) but yea! go play it! 7/19/21 2:58 p.m. lol @ my last lil post here saying i dont wanna code more into the site because i dont wanna hyper focus it and spend 100% of my time doin that... anyways ive been workin gon a game for the last 3 days and ive actually made alot of progress considering 3 days ago i didn't know how to code or make pixel art (ive made most of the assets and coded it all myself :3). I'd love to get a small demo up on the site before my surgery (July 21st) but I'm not entirley sure if thats gonna be possible. Also The Body Descends might be one of the best songs sam ray has ever made but it has like 0 recognition?? its so underrated it barley is over 50k plays on spotify, so u shuld listen to it :3 (current SOTD if ur viewin this as i post, heh) I also kinda hate how I've found it this late (considering iv also listened to the album its on a few times) but hey atleast i can enjoy it now more than ever... n e ways enuff rambling abt that. Hah. Things are goin good. Real excited about this game im workin on, makin it is loads of fun (although debugging can sometimes makes me want to shoot someone with a bullet via firearm, but lets focus on the positives here) and i cant wait to share it w the world. Kinda nervous abt my surgery but atleast ill b able to walk soon! lol!!! kk! cool, goodnight < 3 -sethh 7/15/21 12:27 a.m. okay it only took like a month about but i think im done w the whole twitter meme but i also kinda like the idea of this section n i'll still use it i jus wont spam it constanatly so ill prob update it like every other week idk i rlly wanna update da whole site w more stuff im jus bein lazy lolz. i rlly only jus spend all day watching random utube videos while playing guitar and i try not to make myself work on site coz ill get sucked into it n spend a few days stayin up until 3 am workin on nothin but the site so 🤷 IDK! 7/10/21 12:47 a.m. lol just found out i need surgery on my knee and there's a possibility I wont I won't be able to walk for 6-8 weeks. I've been wanting to update this site n change some stuff but ive been busy recently but i guess im gonna have alot of free time whenever that happens. :p 6/29/21 3:53 p.m. what if someone was bein interrogated on a polygraph test n the person testing asked "did u kill this person" n they said "yes" but the polygraph showed it as a lie would that prove them innocent or would it be seen as a confession 6/25/21 2:33 p.m. The other day I was ranting abt how ass the culture of new utube is n jus now i'm tryna learn a song on guitar n came across this tutorial from 13 years ago n this dude is so sweet n kind like he jus doin it coz he want to n straight chillin. i want more videos like this. They just don't make them like they used too 🥺. it's defientley not my boomer mindset and nostolgia shut up! 6/24/21 11:55 p.m. Okay it wasn't THAT bad and also the screenshot i took is wayy too cropped in for som reason 🤬 but still major improvement lets go ! we did it!!!!! wooo!!!   6/23/21 12:58 p.m. I just realised I only charge my phone every few days now and my screen time is usually under an hour every day. Crazy too coz like a month or so a go i had a day w like 23 hours screen time logged LOL need to find a screenshot of that 6/23/21 12:52 p.m. oh look more talk about inside idc my site my thinks 🖕 i just wish i had a drop of bo's talent/creativity. dudes so insanley talented and jus so inspiring in general. i love inside so much if my constant spam of it doesn't prove that idk what will 6/23/21 12:25 a.m. Well, well, look who's inside again. Went out to look for a reason to hide again. Well, well, buddy you found it. Now come out with your hands up we've got you surronded. 6/22/21 11:53 p.m. I just realised that I'm probably one of the first people to watch inside after it came out since i stayed up until 2 am to watch it the second it got released. I was also the first person to tweet out one of the jokes in it. Now its #7 on billboard top 200 and I just know its getting absolultey slaughtered on tik tok. I am going to gatekeep inside every chance i get now. I am cooler than all of you. 6/22/21 11:14 p.m. i feel like i could write a 20 page thesis paper on why i love inside so much it literally feels like it was tailor made for me. never once have i felt so connected to another piece of art it so amazing man idek 6/20/21 9:47 p.m. When i was first watching inside n all eyes on me came up i jus sat n watched completley speechles n unable to move coz i was kinda in shock at how beautiful it was n i was afraid it bein uploaded 2 utube would ruin it4 me but ive watched it like 5 times a day since bo put it on the tube n it jus get better n better every fuckin time i love it so so much 6/20/21 9:43 p.m. I don't think i can ever get tired of teen suicides music coz sam rays discography is so massive i dont think ill ever be able to listen to all of it 6/20/21 7:56 p.m. I'm gonna go missing for like 14 years and be the biggest mysteryious missing persons case then when i return im gonna announce my arrival with a sweet new soundcloud mixtape. i'm gonna be the victim of a kidnapping with the most clout. get on my level nerds. 6/20/21 11:46 a.m. i spent like an hour today unsubscribing from every email mailing list im part of on n now im not constantly gettin spammed w gmail notifications i feel so at peace 6/19/21 8:02 p.m. Watched inside again and yep still my favorite thing to ever exist. i was watchin lookin 4 reasons to dislike this time too but the last half is so fucking strong. it's gettin to a point where watching it is near spiritual for me it is so fucking good. i love it so so much. 6/19/21 12:11 a.m. OK Boomer IDC 😂🖕 im gonna go watch shane dawson expose & cancel james charles now 🤣🤣 6/18/21 10:15 p.m. shit sucks coz theres prob never gonna b a "small" niche community of ppl just doin shit coz they wanted to like how it was back then now everythin gets over exposed to hell n its jus a numbers game 2everyone. also now ur online identity is so closley connected with ur actual self. back then utube was jus a cute lil creative platform for random funni videos now it's so many ppls liveliehoods n not jus cute n games it they entire life. that shit so dum man the over-commodification of the internet so shitty i jus wanna watch stop motion lego music videos again not this stupid ass drama tryna ruin ppls lives over random tedious bs under the guise of 'content' that we got now :( 6/18/21 10:14 p.m. bro im so old im jus lookin at old utube on wayback machine n shit so nostalgiac so crazy that probably like half the ppl who use utube now r younger than youtube itself 6/18/21 10:02 p.m. dude i miss my trip i took to the west coast last summer it was so much fun and they had yerbs at like every store i need that again in my life 6/17/21 9:51 p.m. Pretty obvious that this whale is from russia. Why didnt the person making this video read the title? SMH!  If I still had twitter I would absolutley have 0 followers at this point from constantly spamming the timeline abt inside lol. cant unfollow on my own site fucker haha there isnt even a follow button here!!!! I am the almighty ruler round these parts bubcus! 6/16/21 1:21 p.m. This shit is so god damn beautiful. The music. The visuals. It's probably my favorite music video (if u can even call it that) and genuine art in my eyes. it's not even coz im a fan of bo at this point there jus so much raw emotion in dis vid it so f'n crazy man. love it!!!!! 6/16/21 1:18 p.m. I was JUST listening to all eyes on me really wishing that the music video was on utube then i open utube and BAM... there it is... freshly uploaded... I love it so fucking much i cant even describe. 6/16/21 1:15 p.m. okay i just spent like 3 hours reading abt vagabond travelers online so i think im good for now and the temptation has been filled for the time being 6/15/21 11:58 p.m. i really like the idea of being homeless and the more i think the more i want to do it. i might actually start preparing myself for this lifestyle 6/15/21 7:00 p.m. My leg hasn't worked for like 6 weeks now (idk what it is exactly, ive gone to 3 doctors and they've all said different things, the latest being a meniscus tear) and so i havent been able to properly stretch my leg out all the way without it hurting so my legs jus been perma bent, but its starting to hurt less so i think i just kinda brute forced myself into lowering my pain tolerance on it or somn lol. useless ass doctors SMH! 6/15/21 3:57 p.m. Inside is so fucking good. Like incredibly good. It came out like 2 weeks ago and it has not left my mind since. So fucking good. And now that the song's from it are on spotify that's pretty much all i've been listeng to. So fucking good. I love Inside so much. 6/15/21 1:09 a.m. vr is so much fun but i keep scaring myself n make myself think there a demon ghost watching me n so i keep taking the headset off every 30 seconds :( 6/14/21 7:58 p.m. This is so funny I used to joke about how I was tweeting out to no one coz no one had any reason 2follow me but I'm almost certain absolutley no one will ever look at this page except maybe like 10 randos aha. Well hiya randos! I wanna add some sort of guest book feature so this site isn't so one sided, i think adding some sort of interaction would b sick but IDK how :( 6/14/21 11:14 a.m. Okay after working on it all day I think the site is at a point where it's ready to go it's so sick I am so proud of myself but it is no where near finished I want to add so many more things 6/13/21 8:25 p.m. I really hope I actually use this I think I will but it's annoying having to manually write in all the formatting n time but if i find out how to automate that it's over for u hoes #Thinks4Life 6/13/21 6:05 p.m. This shit is sick as hell. I'm #toocool for twitter now! I got my own site bitch! 🖕🖕🖕 6/13/21 2:40 p.m. Grapes are just disabled cherrys 6/13/21 2:39 p.m. Hey, test 6/13/21 2:36 p.m. | |||